3.5 week post op

I'm a little over 3 weeks post op and after a trip to the hospital a couple days ago, I'm feeling much better. I was having a rough time so they removed my last drainage tube. OMG did it hurt. I've had several drainage tubes removed now but when they pulled this one out, it seemed like a eternity, I know everyone in the hospital heard me scream, when I looked at it, it wasn't like any of my other drainage tubes, it was square, huge, and it was about 9 inches inside of me, I seriously hope I never have to get a drainage tube like that again. But now that it is out, its amazing how much better I feel. I'm still extremely sore, and hurt, but overall, I feel like a different person. Where the tube was inside of me I was having pain, they had it positioned going up my back, and boy my back hurt, I'm still sore on my back, but it is def. getting better. I have quite a few weeks left of healing, but I believe I'm over the hump. I drove today, not well, lol. I had to go get my prescription from the drug store not even 5 mins from the house, but it hurt, and I won't be doing anymore driving for a while. I wouldn't be able to react quickly if something were to happen, it was painful, and just not worth the risk. I took my 2nd shower the other night, and did a lot better, so I'm going to start showering instead of bathing in the sink, which is nice! I go back to the surgeon in a few days, and hopefully they will think things are doing better. I have a small infection under my arm, they think its a yeast infection...haha...so I'm using creams and powders, but it itches like crazy. I've been taking 2 benadryl 3 times a day, so I'm very sleepy most of the time. Think I might drop down to 15 mg of morphine this coming week, but I'm not sure I'm ready for that, I want off of it, but I don't want to be in tremendous pain either. Hope my 5 week update will be even better.

2 weeks post op pic

2 drainage tubes gone, 1 to go.

1 week post op pics

SURGERY 2 LEFT AXILLARY AND TORSO

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Surgery Tomorrow

I'm getting the nervous jitters. I was so scared for months for my first surgery but this time I didn't think about it much until the last couple days. All day today I had this gut feeling that something bad is going to happen, I didn't have that before. I literally thought about canceling surgery several times today. Everyone says listen to your gut, but this would be major to back out last minute, and I need to get it done. I just hate having this feeling the night before major surgery. I hope everything turns out okay, obviously. I can't believe its time to go through hell again already. I at least know what to expect now, but the first few days are incredibly difficult. Sometimes I wonder why I'm putting myself through this. The HS came back within 2 months before. I guess I just don't know what else to do and I feel I need to be proactive in treatment instead of just throwing in the towel and deciding to be miserable and in pain for the rest on my life. I'm not a perfect person but I don't think I deserve this hand I've been dealt.

I hope things go well tomorrow and healing is easier than last time.

HS wristbands. Show support.

I am VERY thrilled to announce that my HS friend Rhonda Cain-Smith made this vision reality. We are now taking orders for the new Hidradenitis Suppurativa wristbands. They have been ordered and will be available for purchase on June 1. You can place your order now, which would be great and then we will give you information on where... to send the money on June 1st. The cost is $1.00 per bracelet plus shipping! Shipping cost will be cheap and there will be no hidden fee. This is simply for the joy of doing something for the HS community. I hope you all will order several to share will your friends and family. This can be used as a educational tool.The bracelets are a beautiful TEAL color with the words 'Hidradenitis Suppurativa' written on them.

We discussed color and we thought this was a beautiful color that was unisex.

Sorry this offer is only available to US members at this time, if you live in another country, you can email me individually and we can try and work something out, but remember shipping would be higher.

Everyone please give a huge shout out to Rhonda for doing this!
You can email me at foxandsox78@yahoo.com if you have any questions.
Thanks, I'm super excited about this and hope you are as well!

COUPLE SURGERY PICS

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