(This was in last years news letter.)
Dear HS,
There really are not words to describe the amount of hate I feel for you. You have challenged my life in so many ways, and have won many battles. The war is not over, but you have succeeded in killing what's most important to me. I continue to fight a war that is not fair. I continue to fight a war no one understands. I continue to fight a war with no cause. I continue to fight a war with no solution. Many days I believe death, is winning. Fighting you is hard. Still I fight. I don't wish you upon my worst enemy. You have imprisoned me in a body I will die trying to get out of. Every time I look in the mirror I am reminded of how much of my life you have taken from me. Every scar a different story, a day I missed out on, a friendship challenged, the relationship I didn't have the courage for, another dollar unearned. The list goes on. You have become my life or lack there of.
You are the devil, and you have danced all over my body, but you will never get my soul. You have challenged my faith, but THAT you will never win. YOU may have a hold of my body, but GOD has placed the most amazing family and friends in my life. They may not be able to fight you , but they have been my armour, and my strength.
In the end, you may win against me, but I won't give up easily. I will do whatever I need to, to make sure one day you WILL be defeated. My white flag may be raised, but you too shall raise your flag and surrender. Your day is coming, and I will dance in victory, just as hard as you danced over me.
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